But I pray to you, Lord in the time of your favor; in your great love, O God, answer me with your sure salvation.
~ Psalm 69:13
Not every day goes as we hope or plan. In fact, there are times when it seems the darkness just will not leave. In this time, pray to God with the expectation of salvation.
You can't dictate how God will deliver you, just trust Him and grab hold of what he puts in your hands each day.
God loves you, my friend... take it one day at a time.