Another follower said, "Master, excuse me for a couple of days, please. I have my father's funeral to take care of." Jesus refused. "First things first. Your business is life, not death. Follow me. Pursue life." ~Matthew 8:21-22 (MSG)
Stuck in fear of making the wrong decision is death... some people call it paralysis by analysis. It happens more often than we care to admit. Sometimes we labor over decisions (big and small) and struggle to move on.
Do you distract yourself with meaningless busy-work to avoid making a hard decision? Perhaps you see it happening with people you know.
Whatever is bothering you needs to be addressed. Let the mindless busy work die a quick death - and get busy making decisions which lead you closer to fulfillment as God's man.
Pray about it, share it, bury it, and let's move on. God is callilng us to greater things.