Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? ~ Romans 8:35
There is nothing you can do to drive Christ's love away. So when you shake your fist at heaven, yell at God, or demand an answer to "why me, God?!?"... remember, He loves you more.
If you are struggling right now with any shameful thoughts over what you have done or are doing, it's time to lay down those chains of shame at the cross.
God forgives completely. Any shame you may feel is straight from the enemy, used to try and separate you from God. Give it up and live free.