Brothers and sisters, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble birth. But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. God chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things—and the things that are not—to nullify the things that are, so that no one may boast before him. ~ 1 Corinthians 1:27-29
The world just doesn't understand how God works. They seem to think they own the market on "radical", "cutting edge", and counter-culture belief.
Jesus Christ was and is the radical game changer. As we fully commit our ways to His teaching and become open to God's spirit, he uses us in wild and impossible ways.
So, maybe you think your ship won't sail? Well, God isn't asking you to float the boat - but to show up with what you have and allow Him to provide the impossible.
Sometimes it's our imperfections which make us the perfect vessel for God's message. You need to do, you. God will show up if you ask for Him to be a part of it.