And so I tell you, every kind of sin and slander can be forgiven, but blasphemy against the Spirit will not be forgiven. Anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but anyone who speaks against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven, either in this age or in the age to come. ~ Matthew 12: 31-32
If you have knelt your heart at the foot of Christ and welcomed God's spirit, then you need not worry whether or not you have blasphemed against the Spirit of God. You have not.
If you are holding out and waiting to receive God's spirit because you are skeptical.... or maybe you were "burned" by some whackadoo bully Christian who yelled at you for being a sinner ... don't worry.
If you shake your fist at God because you don't understand why His plan feels like it's working against you... don't worry. You are okay because you are willing to stay with God.
It's doubtful anyone who has denounced God's spirit is hanging around with us here on the Live Bold app. The heart which repeatedly rejects Christ's invitation doesn't like this kind of place.
If you are having a hard time grasping God, it doesn't mean you have rejected Him.
If you are riding with God, then your top duty is to continue bringing God's spirit into the room. Be yourself. Show up! Bring God! Never stop! Your life is your witness.