Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence? If I go up to the heavens, you are there; if I make my bed in the depths, you are there. If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast. ~ Psalm 139: 7-10
On those days when you just don't feel like a Godly man... God is still there. When we hide from the world... God is still there. When we duck into cover to avoid that grungy feeling when our faith goes sideways... God is still there.
Look, we all have those days, months...years. But praise be to our mighty creator - that he never lets us go!
Sit down and ask God to completely consume your life. Be still for as long as it takes. Wake up early, stay up late, schedule some time... whatever it takes, just take action. Then rise up and walk boldly in God's strength and grace.